Tuesday 5 September 2017

Assalamualaikum, hello.

we meet again.

i was planned to write new post on my birthday 25 August, but keep delay it and ....till Sept already. hahaha

so I am getting a year older. hurm still single, unmarried. lol never mind. tiada jodoh. but the truth is memang salah satu impian nak kahwin masa umur skrg and elok pun tarikh tu jatuh hari Jumaat but then kita hanya merancang, Tuhan menentukan :) chill (walaupun little but sad)

sangat2 bersyukur sebab telah diberi peluang untuk hidup sampai sekarang. alhamdulillah.
dan dah tentu terima kasih pada mama yang melahirkan saya dengan penuh kesakitan dan cabaran. sebenarnya hari lahir kita adalah hari penghargaan kita pada mak yang lahirkan kita :)

terima kasih pada family, kawan-kawan yang beri ucapan, mendoakan dan beri hadiah pada saya. really appreciate them. semoga doa2 kalian itu berbalik pada kalian juga. *hugs*
mostly mendoakan saya cepat bertemu jodoh, jumpa pasangan yang baik and so on. insyaAllah moga bertemu.

as I'm getting older , then i'm nearly to death. right? and sometimes terfikir apa sumbangan aku pada dunia, pada agama, pada keluarga, amalan-amalan kat dunia ni cukup ke untuk bekalan akhirat nanti? am I ready to leave dunya? Allah :(     semoga Allah mengampunkan dosa-dosa kita semua dan bertaubat sebelum menemuiNya.. aminnn

kadang aku termenung fikir sendiri, apa jadi pada hidup aku akan datang?macam ni je ke hari-hari? know what, selalu aku rasa diri aku dah diprogramkan. haha yela pergi kerja, balik kerja, tidur, makan, bangun, pergi kerja semula. nak kata active lifestyle ermm jauh panggang. dulu masa sekolah aktif sangat, dah dewasa makin malas. haha
hari-hari rasa nak berubah tapi itula impian jelaaa sampai ke sudah. i hope kalau ada partner nanti, dapat partner yang suka sport, mengamalkan gaya hidup sihat so that aku akan lebih bersemangat :D



sekian bebelan saya-

Saturday 12 August 2017

My first post for 2017

Hai, hello.

Is everything going well on 2017? Ya, I think so. alhamdulillah :)
and i'm getting older in this August !well its a life process. there are new born, getting older ,death and so on.

To be honest, sometimes I feel lonely and feel that I'm not achieved a great achievement in my life. feeling of kepuasan lebih kurang mcm tu la. Umur makin naik tapi rasa mcm banyak tak explore. feel like i am not discover enough and see the world. rasa mcm berada di tempat yang sama, di situ dan di sana. Keep be at the same place, everyday with the same thing. hurmm rasa rugi la ceritanya hahaha. teringin nak explore new things, new place and...new person (maybe). a traveller maybe. feel like want to challenge myself with new environment.

So, tallking about me .now i am a part time student in IPTA without biasiswa or PTPTN and full time worker. semua tanggung sendiri. actually the plan of continuing my study is not my first plan.  it is my friend's plan. unfortunately, she didnt get the offer and now i just cont because I trust rezeki Allah tak pernah salah. there're reasons why i've be chosen to get the offer. right? ya, i keep think positive because its my life, not anyone. biarlah sorang2 pun. belajar berdikari kan? belajar ni tak la boring or teruk sangat pun. you have to enjoy it while you've the chance. ada masa yerrr susahnya Ya Tuhan. tp tak pernah la terlintas nk berhenti or menyesal. never!  Kita cari ilmu ni tak rugi pun, pembelajaran ni luas. Jadilah orang yang berilmu. tak kisah la bidang apa, ilmu apa (not ilmu hitam ok). Macam aku, aku rasa aku ni selalu kurang berilmu. haha. betul. sebab aku banyak jugak yang tak tahu, tak berkemahiran. so tak kiralah ilmu pengetahuan apa, belajar, belajar , belajar dan kongsilah ilmu tu dengan orang lain. jangan kedekut ye. bukan dari buku je ilmu ni, dari person to person pun blh dapat ilmu. jangan ambil ilmu yang salah /sesat sudahla. haha. maka,  tuntutlah ilmu dari dalam buaian hingga liang lahad :)


To students, I realise that some of the students now take easy in their study. asal lepas naik sem, asal konvo je. its WRONG! do not feel bored or give up on your study. keep doing your best. your very best. you might feel hard, want to cry, tired in that journey but trust me its your rezeki .. Rezeki in continue study not everyone get the chances. Remember your parets who are willing to work day and night just to make you a better person. Keep moving by hook or by crook, till the end. Make your parents proud of you and see their smile on your graduation day. Repay them with your great achievement! jiayou!

thats all for today. tq for read :)



Tuesday 16 August 2016

hi
assalamualaikum.
dear blog, i'm sorry for forgetting u. last post was on 2014? OMG
but, i never forget you.hehe

in the meanwhile, i/m too busy to write. but heyyy i promise to write some entry soon ok. adiosss